I am thankful.

I am very happy. A worrisome little period has ended for me.

My brother seemed to have a few health problems. The doctor had kept him on medications for almost 2 months. Yesterday, the final MR spectroscopy proved good for us. The signs I was scared of had vanished from the reports and the doctor confirmed he is perfectly alright now. Thank goodness.

But these things happening in my life always leave me with questions. My mother went through a tough time a few years back; strong lady that she is. Thankfully, my brother has come clean and we didn't have to go through a lot. But then, as these things happen, I do not understand if I should fret and feel sad that they are happening; or should I be happy I have the required resources, financial & otherwise, to take care of the same!!

As strong I push myself to be, I do not want to be in such a situation any more. The three weeks spent in the hospital while my mother was operated on are still alive in my mind. The images from the ICU still linger. Those kids..almost just born..I saw while I accidentally stepped into the children ICU instead of where my mother was..oh god..wonder how they could take take all that.

I am thankful for everything I am provided with. 'wonder how I could have handled these if my life hadn't turned out the way it has!!