Inuku

Dial?
Do I? or not? The cogitation isn't reaching respite.
It has been so long.. & I aint sure if a day went without thinking of..
Alas!! it has become so difficult. or is it?.. I wonder!
Pull together, I tell myself; I am not so horrible
Let it go, I tell myself; not a bit easy, as I found
Confide, I tell myself; just couldn't get there as yet
Is it the shame? or Is it the blame? .. I do not want to linger...'just couldn't get there :(

Time heals all wounds they say. I am hopeful.
My wishes.