A lingering thought!!

It was a mixed day today.

The happy part...
'had a good start to the day as I kickedoff my fortnightly presentations on design patterns to colleagues. It was literally a kick start; such was the fanfare :). The hall was full, 15+ people I suppose. And I enjoyed every second during the course of the 2 hour presentation; more so because I was the presenter and the participation I saw from the group was simply amazing. The group was so happy with the discussions, they have pushed me to schedule the discussions once a week instead of a fortnight. That means more work & preparation on my part; but then, I am happy; Hurray!!!

The sad[contemplative] part...
After the presentation, while I was just about to settle onto my routine,

"buzz..."
"What's up?"
There came a ping across the net from my long time pal.
"The day has started well. Just about to settle onto my routine", I replied.
"How about you?", I asked.
"well!! not so routine :(", came a sad reply after a pause.

& this friend of mine is a strong person & does not generally worry too much. His message told otherwise & I was concerned. Something must have really gone wrong. I called him. He works for an MNC & as he shared, there has been an announcement in his firm that a good thousands of jobs will be cut over a certain period. It was a huge number & my friend was concerned. The uncertainty got the better of him.

Now, what can one do? If it was not for a fortunate near perfect timing, I would have had to see a few friends being asked to move on; in person, at my previous employer. Thank goodness, I didn't have to. It would have been difficult.

But then, that was indeed a good lesson. That helped me reaffirm that my decision to move on was right. The perceptions we carry of a secured job, inspite of all reasons one can quote, are false. Uncertainty & the need of the hour are what stay. One better embrace uncertainty oneself before uncertainty imposes on one. Atleast, one has taken the call for self.

I am sad it has happened to a few of my friends, & now it might to one of my best. But, it is probably okay. It is just a matter of time before they reestablish selves back. Like for example, TL, who landed on a job just last week though after a worrysome two and a half months. It is tough but guess one can't help.

What does all this mean?

While my days could be running under the facade of happy times, I better prepare for what may not come and be ready to accept.